Wednesday, April 4, 2012. 21:00
Still in my bed with unhealthy eyes. Crying, make my pillow full of tears.
I'm too afraid to tell anyone about my true life.
Too afraid if they'll ignore me.
Afraid if they won't listen me.
If they not called me as their family.
I'm too afraid for everything.
Still crying. I don't know when my tears will stop falling. I'm hungry. That's make me cried louder.
If you see my smile, it just a fake smile.
A fake smile to make you feel better with me.
Whatever.
I don't care with my life. I'm thinking how to ignore my tears in front of you and make you happy beside me.
It's give me a little power to stay alive like this.
Tuesday, May 29, 2012. 10:12
They was laughing without me. I don't care with them anymore.
Now I'm talking with some friends who have low connection with others.
They didn't have friends.
No one wanted to be friends with them. Now I know their feelings.
